Sunday, February 11, 2018

365 Days of Gratitude

Today, Sunday, February 11, 2018, I am grateful for facing the emotions I have regarding my frustration at how hard my life is because of the impact my upbringing still has over me.  Daily, I battle my depression, my Complex PTSD, the anxieties from my repressed memories that I still have no idea what is in there, poverty, disability, it is too much for one person to manage on their own. 

Yet, I am still here.

Many years ago, I had to face and accept the reality about the fact that my own flesh and blood mother and two older sisters tried their best to destroy me.  That was crushing to face but it was such a huge part of my reality that I could not avoid it any longer. I had to make peace with it or I wouldn't have been able to get better. 

So, today, I face my frustration about how I am living because I know from my own experiences that once I face it and put it to rest, I will emerge stronger and have a clear picture of what to do next to continue to improve my life and keep myself moving forward. 

What are you grateful for today? I would LOVE to hear ALL about it!

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