Friday, June 30, 2017

365 Days of Joy and Laughter



Fuzzy Wuzzy will be.......



365 Days of Gratitude



Today, Friday, June 30, 2017, I am grateful for websites that allow me to track everything I eat. 
I have to learn new healthier recipes and tracking allows me to stay on top of calories, fat, sugar grams and all important food nutrition facts.

What are you grateful for today? I would LOVE to hear ALL about it!

Thursday, June 29, 2017

365 Days of Joy and Laughter


We are SAVED!!



365 Days of Gratitude


Today, Thursday, June 29, 2017, I am grateful for being so close to 
                           writing about how I am getting better daily! This has been an unimaginable and
cumbersome road and I am grateful to have made it this far.

What are you grateful for today? I would LOVE to hear ALL about it!!

Tuesday, June 27, 2017

Sunday, June 25, 2017

365 Days of Joy and Laughter


LMAO


365 Days of Gratitude


Today, Sunday, June 25, 2017, I am grateful for feeling the need and wanting to continue to post on my blog my firsthand experiences with the issues in my life that affect millions just like me. Almost my entire life, my feelings have been squashed deep inside of me. I am grateful for any I can connect to.

When I first began to blog about my issues, I was dominated and almost paralyzed by the fear of being found out and stopped by my abusers. Bullies typically program their victims with violence to not speak about the abuse to anyone at all ever or face their tormentor's wrath.

 I no longer feel that fear. It has taken me years to free myself from it. I have faced it, healed from it and sent it back to the hell where it belongs. 

I have been working on writing from my experiences on issues that have held me hostage over the years. Those issues are listed on my blog as "Pages" on the right side underneath my 
"Google+ Followers". Once I have the remaining issues I battle daily written and shared here on my blog, I will begin writing HOW I am overcoming those obstacles in my life that affect millions just like me. (Those essays will be made available for a modest fee. I remember the shape I was in when I was in recovery; money was tight and I could not meet all of my needs every month. My current plan is to post them on a fundraising website to request donations so I can advertise my writing to the folks I am writing to. Advertising is Expensive!! I am also putting a business plan together to guide me through this process because I will write about my background and how I am getting better for the rest of my life.) 

Back to what I was saying, I repeat "millions just like me" to impress upon my readers that there are millions just like all of us are.

It is unlikely that the problems we encounter are rare and only limited to us. Not written in stone, of course, but unlikely.

There are millions just like us everywhere, living in different countries, and speaking different languages struggling just like us. They hope for solutions and relief just like we do.

My ambition is to explain how and why we do things that are counter-productive. Why we can't shake what is depressing us. Why we are not blossoming into our happiest and healthiest we can be. I hope my writing will offer better understanding and motivate others to get the help they need with their heads held high with courage and not out of humiliation, shame or embarrassment.

If any part of us is locked up and causing us problems, we are living a lie. But a lot of us don't realize that we are being abused. I didn't. I thought everybody behaved that way. 

My purpose is to share my story so others can see how they have gotten off track and encourage them to seek help to get better and gain control of their thoughts and their lives. 

Don't live the lie. 
You are worthy of so much more than that.


What are you grateful for today? I would LOVE to hear ALL about it!

Saturday, June 24, 2017

365 Days of Chronic Fatigue, Chronic Illness, and Chronic Pain.

TRIGGER WARNING


365 Days of Co-Dependency

TRIGGER WARNING



365 Days of Joy and Laughter


Can I play too??


365 Days of Gratitude


Today, Saturday, June 24, 2017, I am grateful for having been able to legally change my entire name. I was born Alberta Irene Eason.  I never felt like my birth name and have never felt that it suited me. My ex-husband's last name was Richardson which I used for many years, even after my divorce.

The first time I lost close to 100 lbs, I felt like a new person and wanted a different name. My co-workers and I kicked around names for three days. One of my bosses came up with "Landon".  In July of 2005, I had my name legally changed from Alberta Irene Richardson to what it is today. Landon Clary Eason. I found "Clary" on Eason genealogy charts. I am happy with my name now. I believe that it suits me!

What are you grateful for today? I would LOVE to hear ALL about it!

Friday, June 23, 2017

365 Days of Joy and Laughter


 LOL  Looks like it to me!


365 Days of Gratitude


Today, Friday, June 23, 2017, I am grateful for being able to take my time and set up my day as best suits me! It has made a huge difference in my healing and getting better and I am grateful to be able to manage that myself.

What are you grateful for today? I would LOVE to hear ALL about it!

Thursday, June 22, 2017

365 Days of Joy and Laughter


Honest!! I am sorry!!


365 Days of Gratitude


Today, Thursday, June 22, 2017, I am grateful for websites and online forums that help writers like me through all of the steps I need to get my essays in the hands of people who I hope will benefit from my writing.

What are you grateful for today? I would LOVE to hear ALL about it!!  

Wednesday, June 21, 2017

365 Days of Joy and Gratitude



Howdy!


365 Days of Gratitude



Today, Wednesday, June 21, 2017, I am grateful that I am continuing to slowly drop my excess pounds and am never hungry or feel like I am not getting enough to eat. I am eating more veggies and fruits than I ever have and I love each and every one! I am also learning new ways to cook and prepare foods and that is fun also. This is completely new to me and I am loving it!! I am amazed at the difference not having the cravings is for me.  

What are you grateful for?  I would LOVE to hear ALL about it!

Tuesday, June 20, 2017

365 Days of Joy and Laughter


Uncanny!!


365 Days of Gratitude

Today, Tuesday, June 20, 2017, I am grateful for my thinking getting clearer every day. Now that I don't have thoughts of feeding my cravings taking up so much space and energy, I can focus on what I want to get done and work on!
It feels AMAZING!!

What are you grateful for today? I would LOVE to hear ALL about it!

Monday, June 19, 2017

Sunday, June 18, 2017

365 Days of Joy and Laughter


Happy Father's Day!!





365 Days of Gratitude



Today, Father's Day, Sunday, June 18, 2017, I am grateful for 
all of the loving dads I know.

What are you grateful for today? I would LOVE to hear ALL about it!

Saturday, June 17, 2017

365 Days of Joy and Laughter


The human is calling.......



365 Days of Gratitude



Today, Saturday, June 17, 2017, I am grateful for delicious fruits and veggies in my fridge and 
the fragrance of freshly baking bread!

What are you grateful for today? I would LOVE to hear ALL about it!