Monday, June 18, 2018

365 Days of Joy and Laughter



365 Days of Gratitude


Today, Monday, June 18, 2018, I am grateful for the wonderful night's sleep I got last night. In the evening, I had written out two letters unburdening myself of old unresolved issues that were knocking around in my head. Every thought connected to them went down in my letter and I was happily asleep not long after.

WOW! What a relief!!

What are you grateful for today?
I would LOVE to hear ALL about it!

Sunday, June 17, 2018

365 Days of Joy and Laughter


Why not? LOL


365 Days of Gratitude


Today, Sunday, Father's Day, June 17, 2018, I am grateful for my friends;
they give me strength on days like today where I see how
loving dads behave through their eyes.

What are you grateful for today?
I would LOVE to hear ALL about it!

Saturday, June 16, 2018

Friday, June 15, 2018

The Darkness of Suicide


365 Days of Joy and Laughter


How typical is this? LOL


365 Days of Gratitude


Today, Friday, June 15, 2018, I am grateful for waking up this morning
feeling very differently than my usual. I could not figure out
what it was due to. I think that maybe it is that I am feeling less depressed
and anxious than I have for my entire life. 

I'll adjust to it, LOL

What are you grateful for today?
I would LOVE to hear ALL about it!

Thursday, June 14, 2018

Wednesday, June 13, 2018

365 Days of Joy and Laughter


My body's gone!!


365 Days of Gratitude


Today, Wednesday, June 13, 2018, I am grateful for seeing
more traffic to my blog. I am making small changes a little at
 a time and I am seeing little increases in traffic. It's very COOL!!

What are you grateful for today?
I would LOVE to hear ALL about it!

Tuesday, June 12, 2018

365 Days of Joy and Laughter


What a cutie, LOL


365 Days of Gratitude


Today, Tuesday, June 12, 2018, I am

grateful because my concentration seems to be improving.

Because of my depression and Complex PTSD, learning new things are hard for me to do. My concentration and memory have been impaired. So, I work hard to free myself from the problems I have from being abused in the hope that I could regain some of what I have lost.

Being a blogger, I am trying to learn and put into action changes that will make my blog easier to find for the folks I write to. That process includes "HTML Code". Need I say how confusing that is? LOL
But, today, it is making sense to me and I am overjoyed!!!

What are you grateful for today?
I would LOVE to hear ALL about it!

Sunday, June 10, 2018

365 Days of Joy and Laughter


Did you bring the fish?


365 Days of Gratitude


Today, Sunday, June 10, 2018, I am grateful for Mystery Case Files Hidden 
Object Games, homemade popcorn and Ripper Street.
Matthew MacFayden is quite handsome and sexy!

What are you grateful for today?
I would LOVE to hear ALL about it!!


Friday, June 8, 2018

Thursday, June 7, 2018

365 Days of Joy and Laughter


Been there a time or two.


365 Days of Gratitude


Today, Thursday, June 7, 2018, I am grateful for how simple the 
grocery pickup at Walmart was today. They did a great job and I loved it!

What are you grateful for today?
I would LOVE to hear ALL about it!

Wednesday, June 6, 2018

365 Days of Joy and Laughter


Sing it!!!!


365 Days of Gratitude


Today, Wednesday, June 6, 2018, I am grateful for two important aspects of my life. The first is the loving feedback and support I get from my friends and family! They enrich my life. I hope I do the same for them!

The second thing is the two new pages I have here on this blog. One is titled "My Sadistic, Narcissistic Psychopath Mother" and the second one is " I am DONE". 

I am profoundly grateful to get that poison out of my head and down in writing for all to see. It is out of hiding and I am out of hiding.

Look out world, here I come with tears of gratitude streaming down my face.



Tuesday, June 5, 2018

365 Days of Joy and Laughter


Something is OFF in this picture but I cannot tell what it is!


365 Days of Gratitude



Today, Tuesday, June 5, 2018, I am grateful for posting two new pages to my
 blog where I break my silence again about how abusive 
my mother and two older sisters were to me.

I have spent decades of my life too petrified to speak about it. They pummeled that fear into me. Never talk about any punishments and verbal hatred that saturated our "home". And most of it I cannot speak of because it is locked up in repressed memories, too violent for a little child to process.

I have been suffocated under those burdens almost my entire life.

It has taken me years to find and develop the strength I needed to get to this place.

Today, I am breathing easier.

It's time for the FUN to begin!!


What are you grateful for today?
I would LOVE to hear ALL about it!


I AM DONE




My mother the sadistic, narcissistic psychopath